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Benjamin Wong

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formerly : - sinergy's - crap
August 22

New Blog

I have had it with this blogging service, its too dammed slow, too dammed uncustomizable and too dammned messed up. I have decided to move my blog to the link below. See ya fellas there.

 

sinergystarfall.wordpress.com

August 20

Kindness Can Kill.........

When a friend in need calls you as a personal 911 address and you go and help. Sounds like the right thing to do eh? But here is the thing, is helping the fella all the way out really a good idea? Sometimes giving things on a silver platter is not the best course of action, once stuff is done that way people may not know how to do things for themselves. On top of that you will get trouble for yourself because you will have to divert attention from your own work. I have made a pledge to make myself less kind towards people. Would this be a turn for the better? Only time will tell.

I will still treat those who matter like before but those excess baggage can go kiss my ass.

August 13

Burnt Out

Its a crucial week in my course and I am procrastinating like fukk. Why you might ask, well to put it simply the pressure has gotten to me, I can't do any work whatsoever. Two semesters ith no real breaks in between really gets to you and night class wont help. I must soldier on and march forward despite my mental state, may god give me that strength to do so.........
 
I wish I can still rock out (see below) like I used to and forget my troubles. Back then the worse that can happen would be I get my ass kicked by my mom and perhaps drop grades. Now the stakes are higher, if I falter my groupmates and friends will be let down. I must be resolute in finnishing the task at hand.......... 
 
 
August 07

Always........


This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

College Fukkin SUCKS !!!

College friggn sucks ! This week and those that come after will make me DIE. I am thinking of a multitude of ways to kill myself now. I got 2 fukkin tests this fukkin friday and god knows what else. The stress level is getting to me and i just begged a few people to kill me. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
 
And now my new idol of hatred, Mr Saw. Its not that I hate the guy but when u seen him 4 times in the time span of 2 years on a daily basis teaching you maths, it will drive you nuts.  He even invaded my dreams, a few times in my dreams I will be doing what I do in my dreams and then next thing I know I will hear Mr Saw say "Any Questions?~~~~~" in his ever gay sounding mre feminine that thou voice.
 
 
ARRRRGGGGHHHHHHH KILLLLLL MMMMMMEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
August 05

Kiara Jazz Fest

Today was quite a day fo me. I went to Kah Yee's party for awhile to wish her Happy Birthday and hung out for awhile. Then I darted all the way to Mont Kiara to watch Cosmic Funk Express's last performance together before they disband and along the way lost RM 100 of cash, thank god that Cher Hao helped me out, sometimes its buddies like this from high school who will help u out in times of need. IF you are reading this Cher Hao, thank you, really means alot to me.

We watched cosmic funk express, boy were they awesome as usual. Zack was in tears when he left the stage, I must find out their techno influenced song, it's my favourite song from them. After the last song we say this band of uncles who did pop and funk covers but we were unfortunately not that enthused bout them, the lead singer gave us some laughs though since he looks alot like Sami Veloo. I met teko there, I didnt know thy were coming, I wanted to join them for awhile but the gang wanted to leave for yum cha.After that we went to Uncle Don's to yum cha and had shisha. The first serving of shisha was abit too strong for the gang so Kok, Cher Hao and I had to take most of it. We talked cock and laughed all the way, Su Ann was quite racist at that tme though since she got offended twice today by "interesting" people. We left roughly around 1.30 AM or so.

Quite a nice Friday night actually.  

August 03

3 Stupid Things Guys Say - Dumbass Strikes Back

This is the second installment of the exiting trilogy written hopelessly by yours truely here and based on vendes ballsbuster. 

Scenario 2

A guy english speaking bonehead aka himbo goes to a nice and happening pub and this happens club .......

himbo: hey, are you a good catch?

girl: errr......yea why?

himbo : good, catch me 'cause im falling for u.

Coment: LOL, aint that a the pickup line of the century. These guys just think everybody are dumb blondes. This my friends are products of guys who watch too much the simple life and listen too much to mainstream bullcrap.

 

-end of rant-

August 01

Ripoff

This is something i decided to ripoff Jini"s blog :P
 
Confession : I am a female that loathes shopping. Don't ask me why.
Anyways, the whole motive was just to get the pair of sneakers that i'm so in love with right now. Which then leads me to today's issue. Why I HATE shopping...
I hate the idea of walking through 10 shops and returning back to the first one to get the item you want.
I hate the fact that we are left with so many options. Yes, having so many options leaves me frustrated because of the fact i'm wasting my time contemplating on a clothing item when i can spare all that critical thinking for something more important.
I hate going in and out of the fitting room trying on a gazillion items only to find out everything looks like crap and looking at the size tag just makes me far more depressed.
I hate the fact when you have the wrong shopping buddies you just get bad advice and something that looks crappy on you suddenly becomes a charm just to make you feel better.
I hate the fact that we spend so much time and money shopping. Which part of that is therapy? You get back all the stress in the world once you realised how tired you are and how much you spent and how many items you bought that you doubt you'd ever wear.
Well, those are my reasons why I hate shopping. Even my best friend notices it, after i go shopping i tend to be a little edgy due to the frustration of deciding. I know i'm weird but i'm just being comfortable in my own skin. Thank you.
Also not to forget, this is the most important piece of advice my girls should know. The best person to shop with is a guy. Why? They tend to give the most honest opinion whether you like it or not. Then most importantly you get the shopping done FAST! Now, isn't that just fabulous?
After all of the ranting. This is what i bought for me. I got a shoe thing. It's the only thing i bother spending the effort to shop for. No fitting rooms. Yes! So there's my puma speed cat. It isn't something that's special but i just like it. so bugger off!
July 31

3 Stupid things Guys Say......

Scenario One:
 
Ah Beng dates this gal and they are in love, or at least the hopless excuse of a guy thinks so. Then he goes and ask the gal:
 
AhBeng: Lets Couple !!
 
Coment: DUDE, this is not a Love Hina flash dating sim or any other dating sim for that matter. It just sounds wrong, can't you be more romantic or subtle? Then again the Ah Lian hes dating probably wont understand him if he tries since Ah Beng stupidity and refined courtship pactices don't go hand in hand.
 
- end of rant -
 
My mental faculties arent at full speed today, the other two wil have to wait. The next installmentof this trilogy will be coming to a screen near you.
 
p.s - all thx to vendes or this blockbuster, balls busting, awe inspiringly epic idea :P
 
 
 

Memories and *Gasps* Tamagotchi

Just now I just dug out my old SMDJ yearbooks and boy did it bring back memories. Both good and bad, most revolving around Ethan, Cher Hao, Su Ann, Choon Kiat and Kraynn to name a few. All those days when I bitched and moaned about how crappy the high school's overly competitive people over everything and how much image mattered there. Now, looking back I'd give almost anything to go go back to those days. Lets face it, the stress level in school is much lower and even if you fail(only flunked add maths though) there are no resit fee's, no admin fellas to hound you and all. The worse that can happen would be that your parents will probably pincemeal you and crucify. Chicks were plentiful too eventhough most were untouchable, I honestly wish I can go back......

 

Today I just realized that the god forsaken tamagotchi is back in head and seeking users to buy them. My goodness people actually drove all the way to buy them in MidValley and I always wondered whats the appeal of the damn thing. People get killed using them in Japan. On yea Nick, hope your little new purchase will win you the heart of your brunette *winks*